Tommy Hall
Deputy Clerk
- August 1, 2008 • 10:01 am PDT
- + responses
we are surrounded by people telling us to go green. we are constantly being told who to vote for. i am being guilted into giving money to the handicaped. i am being forced to listen to the gospel being formed into a money making business.
how do i find the balance? how do i block out everything to find my one voice. the voice that is supposed to lead me to better things.
i sit in an empty room and try to focus on nothing. i try to find the place of peace inside me. i drift in and out of places of my heart. seeing faces i wish i could forget and hearing voices i wish i could hold.
i drift and drift. there is silence. there is black. i see nothing. i feel nothing.
is this what my world has become?
i wake up to find myself drooling on the floor. i had fallen asleep in search for peace within.
i am annoyed at the fact that i am not strong enough to stay awake. yet i feel better. maybe peace comes from sleeping or maybe it comes from letting go and allowing things to just happen.
who knows?.? do you?
how do i find the balance? how do i block out everything to find my one voice. the voice that is supposed to lead me to better things.
i sit in an empty room and try to focus on nothing. i try to find the place of peace inside me. i drift in and out of places of my heart. seeing faces i wish i could forget and hearing voices i wish i could hold.
i drift and drift. there is silence. there is black. i see nothing. i feel nothing.
is this what my world has become?
i wake up to find myself drooling on the floor. i had fallen asleep in search for peace within.
i am annoyed at the fact that i am not strong enough to stay awake. yet i feel better. maybe peace comes from sleeping or maybe it comes from letting go and allowing things to just happen.
who knows?.? do you?
