We grew up when?
I never noticed how my generation grew up. It seems like it just happened all at once.
I watch as my friends jump start there family's.Marrying, Spawning, being responsible. It hit me. My generation are not kids anymore. Me, people I knew my friends, are adults now.
We have those adult worries, and experiences, some more then others but we do.
I got this smile thinking of the people I know who have kids or have them on the way. It hit me that they are not kids anymore. Adults with family's here or on the way.
Wow. I am naming people in my head and thinking of these girls I knew, with children, it doesn't fit. Because I don't know those girls anymore.
I see the boy's I argued, and laughed with, they are boys no longer, men, who are grown up, looking, finding, and searching for love, happiness, and meeting goals.
Its so strange. I watched this with a blind eye, and when I saw, shock and a weird type of prideful joy just awe. People have grown, every one.
Now, I realize I have to take a leap and meet these women who were girls, and men who were boys, these mothers and fathers, colleges, and friends.
They are the same people just different goals, and lives.
I am still gonna support my friends, and be there for them. It just took me a while to see.
We are starting a new generation, we are the past, we are the present, we are the makers of the future.
I may never grow up emotionally. I plan on letting my inner child live a very long happy life, right beside my inner adult.
I plan on being in my 30's having people over for movie night and game night. We just play different games, and watch different movies. Watching our spawn grow.
Its a great thought. Knowing that the 90's kids have grown up, we are the old school, we have the knowledge. We are the guides to the next generation.
I can only hope we are able to give a great tour.